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Wednesday, October 23, 2013 | 0 comments
Hello and hi. Omg I almost forgot I even had a blog. So here I am, wide awake. But who the hell cares cause class is at 11.30 a.m tomorrow. Before I write and babble about deep stuff, lets just say I have more important things to do in reality. I am a diploma student now in my 3rd Semester and loving my life after school. Mummy and papa understands that I'm 18 so they let me do a lot more nowadays. And I still find it really awesome that they even let me go for Avicii's concert, hoho.
Okay lets get to the point. I decided to update my blog today all of a sudden because I have so many things
kept inside. I wanna cry and let everything out. Sadly, I am too shy to do it in front of anyone. Lets just say, I feel better writing it.
I've always felt insecure. Always. It was not a big deal before but now its huge. It slowly kills if you would really want to know how it really feels. When I come across pretty people I just feel like dying. Lol. K enough of feeling insecure. Other that feeling all crappy about how I look and yada yada, I hate it when sigh I can't write anymore. Orang bangang bangang semua kacau mood aku. Over and out.
Okay wait let me finish what I really wanted to say. Even going through all this overload bullshitness, its so amazing how I can still smile, laugh and still enjoy every moment everyday although I have to keep and hold all this negative thoughts and things in me. Thank you God for new friends, and for the old ones that stayed, even for the ones who left cause I learnt my lesson. Thank you for adding this little sprinkles to my life.
"Let life go with the flow. God has better plans, lets just go with it. Cause in the end he knows the best."
Day 2 : Him & PLKN
Saturday, January 5, 2013 | 0 comments
4 January 2013, Friday
So, I woke up at 10 something in the morning. I texted him and waited for his reply. We texted like usual. In the afternoon, he left me for a while to eat lunch, i had mine too. Then I just dazed off. Around 2 or 3 I decided to watch a movie in my laptop. So I went to the room to watch it. Still texting at that time.
Well, he said they haven't started any activities yet. Maybe few ceramah's that all. I think they're just settling down this few days and getting use to the environment there. They didn't take their phones yet, that's why I can still contact him. They'll be taking it this Sunday. Its hard for me knowing that he's so far but I can't text him. But I have to learn to except. There are bigger changes that are going to happen in my life, so yeah. Like it or not I have to learn to adapt.
He sleeps early, because he has to wake up at 6 everyday. So I understand. Well, long more way to go. He'll be back on the 16th of March I think. Oh yes, I also realize I'm quite like Bella. You know Twilight? Yeah. I don't remember whether its New Moon or Eclipse, when Edward had to go away for some reason she was all upset too and had nightmare's at night and that kind of stuff. She missed him so much. Like how I miss him. But I don't have nightmare's. Not to that extend -.- Too much Twilight? Think? Haha. Reyvhan said that tho. He said I'm so addicted to it. Well, Taylor Lautner is in the movie you know ;)
Sigh, I should not remember anything about him, It makes me teary. He used to perasan that he was Taylor Lautner with the abs and all. Oh, talking about abs, he said he'll loose weight and have a buffer body. Okay b, as you wish :) Mummy said I should go out and work, at least I can get him of my mind for some time. He said the same thing too. When we text, he always try his best to comfort me :') That's all for now.
I believe that everything that happens in life has a reason. God is Putting his people to the test so we will look up to him so he can help. He won't let us go through everything alone. And he won't put us to a test if he knows we can't handle it ourselves. Thank you God for always being there for me :)
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